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In the fall of 1980, I was busy as all get out — I had my first home, I was in college struggling towards a degree and working 30 hours or more a week.  To say time was a luxury would be accurate.

 

Oh something else happened in September of 1980 — I was no longer a virgin.  I had a boyfriend.  I shall call him Mac for the purposes of this story.  Mac had just turned 18 (I was 21), I had known him since he was 16 — and had watched him mature.  Mac at 18, was six foot even, with a very lean build, a well formed arse (he loved to play racket ball!), a mostly hairless torso — with a nice ‘happy trail’, a gorgeous smile, and brown/gold eyes topped off with a mop of straight light brown hair that had a tendency to fall over his eyes.  He was one handsome young man.  While I had watched him mature — it was strictly hands off as I did not want to risk legal entanglements with an underage minor.

 

The first time we had sex happened after I had invited him over for pizza and one thing led to another and we ended up sitting very close to each other on the floor looking at the fish in a 55 gallon aquarium.  As our knees touched I noted the bulge in his shorts and was actually bold enough to ask him, if he wanted to play.  His response of “hell yes!”  was nice to hear!  He climaxed in seconds, but the second time was much better — as was the third.  I think he may have managed  fourth go around if he had not noticed what time it was.  He was one very horny guy!

 

That night was followed by countless tristes over the next 5 years.  We had sex in the shower at my house, his parent’s shower, both our cars and so many other places it is tough to recall all of them.  By far the most erotic and dangerous was in his parent’s shower when I sucked him off twice in less than 10 minutes.  Playing with his balls or fingering his ass drove him wild while he was being sucked.

 

Mac also contributed to me skipping my Tuesday morning class as often as I could, as I knew that he slept in late, and the front door was unlocked.  He was always home alone.  Seeing him sleeping in his bed and then reaching under the covers to fondle him was very erotic.  More often than not –he was hard as a rock when I reached under the covers.  Mac was always ready to go.  It was always a happy good morning for both of us.

 

Mac was bisexual — whenever he could not get anything off his girlfriend he would come to see me.  Sometimes it was in the middle of the afternoon on a weekend, other times it was near midnight on a weekday.  Either way I was just happy to see him — and he was obviously happy to see me.  Mac tended to be more of a top, but loved to be sucked off to a climax…..and oh could he cum — in fountains of white jis.  I ended up giving Mac a key to the house — and he was often there watching porn awaiting my arrival home.  I can still clearly see him in my mind’s eye splayed out on the sofa watching porn while playing with his sizable basket.  Now that was a sight to behold.  Sadly since this happened long before the era of digital cameras — I have not a single picture of him.

 

Back to the reason for this tale.  In the early Spring of 1981 my Mother and Aunt decided to come visit me for the weekend.  It was a four hour drive for them, so their arrival was timed to happen about 5:30 on Friday — just about the time I was to arrive home from work.  That afternoon I begged my boss to leave work a little early, so I could get home in time to make sure the house was presentable.  Little did I know what was to occur and how close everything played out.

 

At a couple of minutes before 5:00 I arrive at my home to see Mac’s very distinctive orange VW parked at the curb.  My heart skipped a beat or two.  There he was on the couch with a very large and needy bulge.  Knowing that my visitors could show up any time had me almost in a panic, but Mac’s ‘problem’ was just too much to ignore.  I quickly dragged him into the back bedroom, stripped him of his clothes and sucked him off while playing with his rather low hanging balls.  But that was not enough — he wanted to fuck.  That was one quick fuck with a lot of lub involved.  He did make a very good top with a sturdy 7.5 inch dick crowned with a mushroom shaped head.  Being young and full of it — he accomplished the second cumming quickly.  With all the stress of what was happening I climaxed violently and fell limp on the bed.  The whole time this is happening I am eyeing the clock.  It was 5:17 when Mac was presentable enough to leave and I shoved him out the door.  In a fog, I buzzed around the house trying to remove the signs and smell of sex that had just happened.  A liberal dose of air freshener helped that a lot.  At 5:21 my visitors arrived.  They had to have passed Mac on the road into my subdivision as there was only one way in!  As I am headed to the door I realize that I had put my shirt on –inside out — before I open the door, quickly I fixed that problem.  After the normal greetings — I was asked “how my day had been?”  My reply of “not dull” was met with a bit of a questioning look but quickly the topic shifted to what was for dinner.  I slowly recovered from all that had just happened. Until….

 

I am talking to my visitors in the family room and I notice a large white lump on the floor in the hall in front of the bathroom — the direction my guests are going to head.  So much for removing all signs of what had just happened minutes ago!   I quickly sidestepped the two and grabbed the wad of cum saturated kleenex and stuffed it in my back pocket.  I have to admit that my heart raced when I saw the wad on the floor, but the memory of what had just happened made a certain part of me  swell a lot.  Later that night the smell of sex from that same wad of kleenex made me climax strongly as I replayed the events of the day in my mind.

 

I have not seen Mac in nearly 30 years –but I do know that he has prospered and is married to the same women since the late 1980s.  You never do forget your first love.
Needless to say I never did tell my Mother or Aunt what they had just missed!

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  1. rjtopher

    a beautiful and sensitive story of youth and rash behavior and exploration all of which betray innocence, desire and growth into manhood.
    love this story because it smacks of reality and truth. Thanks for sharing

  2. Thundernuts

    Back in the 80’s my first love and I were on the way home and I was wearing a pair of white overalls. He decided he couldn’t wait so he went down on me.
    Highly distracted, I failed to use my turn signal and we were pulled over.
    When the cop got to my window I was latching the suspenders, and thankfully he didn’t enforce Texas anti sodomy laws.

  3. Jay

    Aww I was expecting this to be all about the sex but I can relate to the theme. I found myself in this situation today with my 1st deep love. We had a lot in common and a lot of contrasts too. Guess you can say we’re small town good guys. We’re both from 1 caution light rural towns. Both 6’1″ athletic builds even though I’m the one with the softer middle. Contrasts are I’m ebony and he’s ivory. I love big city life but he’s very sweet small town boy southern. Well I’m speaking from when I knew him and before he switched to straight after we separated. He’s been married about 8 years to a Philipino female and they have 2 small children.

    We haven’t had any contact since 2007 which is when he invited me to the wedding but never notified me of the date or place which kinda makes me wonder if he had a change of mind. Never would I make a mess of someone’s life that I truly love or loved. So I was in the Etta James mode today of “All I could do was cry” but I was at work and had to put on the all is right exterior. What struck me with the story is I wonder how do others in this situation feel that are in their mid 30s or later and thinking back to those early loves and the paths they’re on now?

    This was a great relationship. We were 19 & 20 and about to set our courses in life. He hesitated and I was in well someone else can have this hot ass mode. So we separated in 2001 & he was a great friend over the years and we had a great meeting in 2006 which I was like ok I can consider something with him and he’d changed as far as wanting a “normal” life. I know his wife knows he has an extra bond with guys. I can look at the photos and tell the guys he’s connecting with. Sexually, I know he loves to take charge and have you submit to his sweetness. He loves to stare with those big brown eyes and long lashes while he presses 9″ of manhood on your groin. He takes his time pressing those cheeks apart and lingers a few minutes while staring and kissing you. Inch by inch goes in until he’s inside you completely then he gives a sexy grin. It’s a look you’ll never forget. Although there is much pain, he’s the only guy that size that I’ve ever felt at such ease and peace with. On some occasions I never touched myself and reached orgasm. This was our daily routine in the beginning but I guess time drifted us apart. I do have the memories though!

  4. goldenloverinmym

    this rings of my 1st love with nearly a 11 year age difference between us yet the heat was intense, he has moved on, yet I still feel his presence in my gay life now due to the things we did together, Thanks for everything E I’ll never forget the pleasure n fun we had….Dean

  5. damie

    One of the best stories I’ve ever read on a4a..it reminds me of wat I’m goin tru rite now 🙂 thanks for sharing

  6. The Writer (Mac story)

    Thank you all for the kind words. The effort that went into writing the story about Mac was cathartic as it allowed me to bring to the surface feelings and memories that have been buried for nearly 35 years. I like many, can truly say — you never forget your first love.
    I doubt that I will ever see Mac again or have any form of communications with him as I simply don’t want to cause him any grief or heartache. I do know that he has done well and lives in north Florida. Without sounding creepy — I have been able to use the WWW to at least find out some basic information on him — and that is as far as I will take it. In reflection, I doubt that Mac felt about me — the way I felt about him, but it was an experience I would not change for anything in this world.
    The tale of Mac was totally true — I did leave a number of the other encounters with him out of the story — like the time we did it in his sister’s bed…..oh the memories.
    I do have some other tales to write about as time allows.

  7. McBill

    I whole heartedly agree with you. I had one who moved to California and another one his parents moved with the military (air force). I was heart broken when they both left and would like to just see them again and see how they’re doing. I tried to find them on facebook but, I don’t have an account.


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