Stories : The Player
I had written him off. His periods of silence, the imposed distance, the aloofness, and the lack of casual touch had made me feel like I was being used for just the occasional sexual gratification. So I sent him an e-mail letting him know that I didn’t think it was working out. I told him that I believed that he really wasn’t interested in me, but that I was a conquest; I was too easy, gave in too quickly, and now I didn’t think he was really interested in me. I think I even used vulgarity like ‘Fuck You’.
He gave no response – it was a typical response, the silence. Never knowing if he had received it or not. Not knowing what kind of emotional response he was having. But since I didn’t know, I had to just let it all go; I had to give up caring.
That night I lay in bed. As usual, naked, the red sheets against my skin, processing the day before I fell asleep. I thought about him, and a few tears fell. A few of our sexual moments came to mind and my nipples became hard, my member became stiff, and I felt moisture between my butt cheeks. Then I humorously remembered what he had often e-mailed me while at work “drop your pants” and I would respond “I did, but you’re not here”. I then rolled from my left-side onto my back and there he was standing at the foot of my bed fully naked. I gasped, the look on his face was almost anger, but definitely had an intense animal quality look to it. I rolled onto my stomach and quickly crawled to the far side to put some clothes on. He grabbed my legs and yanked me toward him. While on my knees I grabbed the edge of the bed to pull myself away – I was terrified. Not letting go of me he climbed onto the bed, placed his hands on either side of my hips and thrust his hardened manhood into me, using my knees to provide the pivotal point, sliding in and out of me – I thought he was going to split me in two.
After a short while his hands seemed to relax and I propelled myself off the bed and was about to run into the bathroom to lock myself in. But he was too aware. He encircled his arm around my waist and pulled me back and then slammed me against the wall. His eyes seem to drill right through me. I could almost feel my heart stop. He then placed his hands on either side of my waist and lifted me up away from the wall, but my hands sought the wall for support, looking for something to grasp, pull me away, not knowing what would happen next.
His engorged member then plunged deeply between my butt cheeks again with renewed passion. His tongue licked and his teeth bit on my nipples constantly growling like a wolf. And then a low rumble that increased in volume until it became a howl and then his warm seed filled me. I was in tears and we both collapsed exhausted; I had lost consciousness. I stirred faintly to this warm feeling on my abdomen; he was urinating on me, marking me as his territory.
Later I awoke, finding myself on the bed with a faint aroma of gardenias. I felt his body spooning mine. I turned my head and saw his eyes gazing gently into mine – the animal was gone. He was sensuously stroking my body, we passionately kissed (it seemed like forever) and then he entered me – that wonderful glorious feeling of him filling me up with his manhood. Exhausted and spent we fell asleep, all was at peace again.
I woke up to the light coming in through my wall of windows. My body felt sore in the many ways I remember it being used last night. I turned to look for him, but I couldn’t find anything that would indicate that he had even been there. Had I dreamt it all?
Tallbtm
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what a charming story about rape….
ugh
I literally almost blew my load through my pants.
Rape is rape, not matter the “love story” behind it. I hope the writer reported this vulgar illicit action to the corresponding authorities…
I have a fantasy recently of getting raped. I want to hook up with a guy, decide it’s not really working, and get up to leave. Then he would grab me, throw me down and have his way with me. The more I struggle to get free, the harder he would hold me down. Verbally abuse me calling me a cock tease and a slut. Yup… Just need to find a dominant, aggressive top guy to fulfill this fantasy.
ya know read it twice just to get the jist of it…I had a wet dream a few times,..mine were always much more fun that that…
Nowhere in this writing did it ever say it was a true story. You bitchy ass story bashers need to take your attitudes somewhere else!
Great story! Loved every bit of it!
For me the story wasnt about rape or sex. It was about passion and love. I have been seperated from the man I love and would drive a thousand miles just to hold him in my arms. If only he still wanted me. I wanted to marry this fool. I just didnt know how lost I would be without him. I cant make ssomeone love me. He gave me up. I wish him all the best.
Someone urinating on me is not romantic. I agree with Acquires this is a story about rape, it was kind of horrible. It was well written but a horrible story. I hope confuses such treatment with romance.
Yeah this was just all kinds of creepy. Why is rape a fantasy for some people? It’s not OK to make it out as some desirable element to any “love story.”
That is rape – not hot.
Wish it were more believable and passionate. I got cornered by two big hairy guys that wouldn’t let me go. They pulled my pants down and performed oral – was exciting and scary at the same time. They were burly and much larger than I, could have done much more – thankful they didn’t. Freaked me out later.
what the fuck did i just read??
SICK to make rape seem romantic,
SO you are dreaming/fantasizing of this guy/weird rape fantasies who was emotionally vacant and absent, who didn’t really even care about you at all. You must not like yourself very much. THAT’S JUST PATHETIC AND SAD.
Acquires Brinco, lol. you want him to report this freaky nightmare/dream/psychotic event/episode to the cops? LMAO.
I believe I would have been a little more aggressive than he was, I’d had beaten the shit out of this guy and probably been arrested for it too. I would never allow someone to do what this guy done and get away scot free, no fucking way. If I didn’t hurt him to badly, I would call the police and tell them exactly what had happened and that I did not invite him in and that he raped me and had the cum to prove it. NO FUCKING WAY HE’D GO FREE.
this story isn’t about rape !
just how some guys like to have sex .
me included !
Um, you’ve just “sexily” depicted rape.
not cool
I guess you can’t rape the willing…this dude has major self esteem issues
First, if someone says NO, then it means NO – otherwise it is rape and should be reported. Rape (sex of any kind against your will – not fulfilling a fantasy) should not be taken lightly by anyone and should be reported to the authorities and your friends. Don’t hide behind shame – expose them.
I have been raped by three guys – I totally understand what rape is. I was catatonic/paralyzed for several hours afterward.
This story is not about rape. This story is a nightmare/dream of someone working out their emotional well being and ending up in a good place. No where in the story was the word ‘No’ used. Those calling it rape either are fearful of being raped or have been raped and have not worked it out (still struggling with it; coming to terms with it). Diversity and conflict need to be embraced/accepted in order to move forward and grow (and you will become stronger). The real difficulty is keeping your heart open and tender – not becoming hardened by the experience (this times time and processing).
Again, this is a story. Use your imagination and ride it. Some stories don’t appeal to some (I don’t like horror stories) – so move on and try not to be judgmental and righteous.
Never up for abuse. Rough sex, sure. Good stuff. Abuse/rape, no thanks. As for pissing in bed, no thanks. In the shower, fine. That on top of dream or no dream made it difficult to wrap my head around. Hey, great that it flipped some guys’ triggers. Not this one.
I think all or most gay guys want to be raped one or two times
WTF?
sounds like he got what he deserved and lived to write about it. my ex always wanted me to rape him. but i couldn’t bring myself to do it because his father had raped him all his life. and then he himself became a predator. on his last day in this city, after he had told everyone he had cancer (big lie), i asked to see him one last time. michael made me so mad because he was being an asshole, so yeah, i gave him what he wanted. i raped his ass so hard that it was bloody and swollen. then i punched him and told him to get out. fucking retarded game player. but you know what?!?
i still love him. i just dont ever want to hurt someone like that again.
Wow that was sexy!
I literally don’t know what to make of this….
I loved the passionate parts but the rape is soo intensee…..